i can't sleep..

Hmm.. Jam d kamar gue uddh nunjukin waktu hampir jam 1 malem..
Tapi gue blm bisa tidur,,
Sedangkan gue besok harus ngikutin lomba news presenting ddi UPH..
Dan harus ad d kampus jam 7 buat bareng2 tmn2 gue jalan kesana..

Arrgghh...
Gue mellow malem ini..
Yes gue mellow..
Mellow karena KANGEN yang teramat sangat atas seseorang.. :(
Dan music player d kamar gue pun gue puter lagu lama dr TLC 'I Miss You So Much'
Perfect!! Itu semua sangat membantu kemellowan gue memuncak..
Lirik dr lagu itu..!! Oh my.. Gue ga paham lagi.. Bikin mau nangis banget.. :((

I'll show u the lyrics

"I Miss You So Much - TLC"

I never asked for this feeling

I never thought I would fall

I never knew how I felt

Till the day you were gone

I was lost

I never asked for red roses

I wasn't looking for love

Somehow I let my emotions take hold

And guess what all at once

I'm in love

[Chorus:]

Oh I miss you so much

I long for your love

It's scares me

Cause my heart gets so weak

That I can't even breathe

How can you take things so easily

Baby why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered

It was silly of me to believe

That if I just opened my heart

Things would come naturally

Jokes on me (yeah)

I did not ask for love letters

So why did you give them to me

How could I let your intentions

Get hold over me

So in love

So naive (oh baby)

[Chorus]

And oh how I hate what you have done

Made me fall so deep in love

God knows

You're the only one I want

That I love oh baby

[Chorus]

Baby why aren't you missing me?

Perfect..!! Air mata gue netes sekarang...
Gue kangennn kangeeennn kangeennn...
But its sooo ironic..
when u miss someone, but u don't know is he/she miss u too or not.. :((